My history with the term "hanging out": It usually means there is penis expected in the pussy even though the pussy did not intend for that to ever happen. My former interpretation of the term "hanging out" involves nothing sexual, and is pure buddy buddy hang out time -- a let's play Tetris and have coffee over bagels sort of deal. It turns out that "hanging out" has ulterior meanings, that doesn't even include a date, and by "date" I mean like dinner and a movie hoopla magic like that. "Hanging out" has come to mean something very much like a booty call.

But, for clarity's sake, let's say "hanging out" is purely innocent. You go out, talk, have a good time with a friend. Let's go hang out, not hang our dick and tits out. So... is my "going out" with PT tomorrow (sorry for all the obnoxious quotes, I keep getting this image of me doing the quote thing with my fingers if I were speaking this, and it's very nauseating), is my going out with PT just normal innocent hanging out? Or is it a date?

This clarification is of utmost importance, for several reasons, one being that innocent hanging out clothes is different than Hey Foxy Date clothes. Ya know. Becca is telling me left and right, "Be yourself. Don't get nervous over it." And he confided to her that he liked me, so I take what she says to value because... hey. I mean, she knows. But then good ol' Drewpy tells me, "Hey, don't be shy." I just feel like I am going to eat my foot and it's not going to taste very good.

Speaking of eating body parts, I saw the movie May today, and I want to say that I morbidly relate to that movie in a very I would like to be cute and innocent but still have it in me to cut people up into pieces to make a friend out of them. Because people are best in parts. I would very much like to own that movie because she gets her own personal zombie in the end, made of all the best parts of the people she's come across.

I would take Champion's patience and ability to accept me for who I really am and his sincereity, Glock tha bombness in bed and his artistic ability and his hot body with smooth skin and this bubble butt he says he developed from intense bowel movements, and PT's history growing up (which is similar to mine in a way) and his boyish charm... I'd sew it all up together and make my own zombie boyfriend.

I'd also like to say that I am bisexual. I just want to include that because right now all I'm talking about are men. Becca and I have a very incestuous relationship though. We're not blood related but we are close to being best friends in a very sisterly way.